THE IGNOANT STATE
you have no idea wat drives your sanity you dont even know if you are sane your whole world is driven by unreliable senses. All you think you control is really out of your control. you sustain your illusion of control by hating anything that discredits this illusion. DEATH. sadly the thing you hate is the reason for your being.
THE AWAKENING
as animals we have 2 drives 1 to reproduce 2 to stay alive. death and its grip over us is the reason why we are here to live is the drive for all. it is the fear of death and not knowing what comes after that drives us to push on. so death is life.